News on Youtube May 25 2018

Ariana Grande SLAMS fan who says she left 'toxic' relationship with Mac Miller for new man

The 24-year-old star branded her relationship with her former beau as toxic as she responded to a fan who criticised her for breaking up with him.

The No Tears Left To Cry Singer, said she was not a babysitter or a mother after a social media user described her failed relationship with the rapper as heartbreaking whilst simultaneously accusing her of leaving him for another man.

The Twitter user wrote: Mac Miller totalling his G wagon and getting a DUI after Ariana Grande dumped him for another dude after he poured his heart out on a 10-song album to her called the divine feminine is just the most heartbreaking thing happening in Hollywood. Eager to set the record straight, the Dangerous woman crooner wrote a powerful response to the fan, whilst addressing her split from her beau of two years for the first time in public.

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The blonde bombshell wrote a lengthy reply: How absurd that you minimise female self-respect and self-worth by saying someone should stay in a toxic relationship because he wrote an album about them, which btw isnt the case (just Cinderella is ab me). She continued: I am not a babysitter or a mother and no woman should feel that they need to be.

I have cared for him and tried to support his sobriety & prayed for his balance for years (and always will of course) but shaming/blaming women for a mans inability to keep his s*** together is a very major problem.

Lets please stop doing that.

Of course I didnt share about how hard or scary it was while it was happening but it was.

I will continue to pray from the bottom of my heart that he figures it all out and that any other woman in this position does as well. Obviously shocked that the singer had taken time out of her busy schedule to address his comment, the tweeter then went on to profusely apologise to the star.

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And in true Ariana style, she thanked him for listening to her side of the story before adding: Sending you love. Florida native Ariana and her producer beau, 26 split earlier this month after nearly two years together.

Shortly after the shock split, Ariana referred to her ex as one of by best friends in the whole world. However last week Pittsburgh native Miller was found nearly twice over the legal limit when he was arrested for driving under the influence of alcohol after crashing his vehicle in San Fernando Valley in the US.

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He has previously spoken out about his drug use and abuse in the past in a documentary with The Fader.

Hitmaker Ariana is now reportedly dating Saturday Night Live host Pete Davidson, although neither have yet publicly dressed the rumoured romance.

Daily Star Online has contacting Millers reps for comment.

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Top 7 Answers to "Why Do You Want a Relationship?" - Duration: 9:08.

hi thanks for visiting with me I appreciate when you take the time to

watch and comment on my videos and please stay tuned until the end of this

video for an exciting announcement are you looking for a relationship if you

want to be in a relationship have you thought about why

as a relationship

coach one of the first things I discuss with the client is what they want and

what it will mean for them when they get it so imagine that you come to my office

and I ask you why do you want to be in a relationship what would you say if you

ask people why they want a relationship many will say things like I want someone

to love me and make me feel special and worthy I don't want to be alone and

lonely anymore I want to have children or I want to feel safe and secure what

they might not say or even know about themselves is that they want a

relationship to fill the empty place within them or complete them they hope

that their partner will give them what they're not giving themselves and what

they might not have received as children they want to feel taken care of

emotionally financially or sexually do any of these reasons come to mind for

you do these sound like strong positive reasons to desire relationships let's

turn things around a little and imagine that instead of a relationship my client

said he wants to have a child and I asked what would it mean for you to have

a child if he gave these same answers how would it sound I want a child so I

will have someone to love me and make me feel special and worthy and I won't be

alone and lonely anymore I want a child to fill the empty place

inside and complete me do you hear what I hear

this man is expecting too much from a partner no other person can fill the

empty space inside of us and make us complete we have to do that for

ourselves so what would be a better stronger and more positive response to

that question what would it mean for you to be in a relationship

there are many compelling reasons to want a relationship and here are seven

of them number one being in a relationship is good for your health

statistics show that married people live longer than unmarried people and they

have higher happiness levels number two dual earning healthy couples create more

opportunity money and fun when you have someone by your side who is striving for

the same goals they are attained much more easily number three relationships

can help us be our best selves often we have the energy to do things for others

that we wouldn't do for ourselves love is powerful and your partner can bring

out the best in you number four you can get more done when

you have a partner sometimes it's a matter of motivation other times it's

just nice to have company whatever the reason four hands can get

more done than two number five having someone who knows you deeply is

validating this is the gift of knowing that the wonderful things you do are not

going unnoticed and it gives you more reason to do them

number six romance creates warmth hope and happiness the more you have the more

you'll enjoy your life having a hand to hold as you go through life makes the

difficulties we all experience easier to deal with when things go wrong knowing

that your mate has your back will help you get through whatever you

have to and come out the other side a more positive person

number seven is life affirming and all-encompassing and perhaps the best

reason of all to desire a relationship that is to learn more about myself grow

as a person and give love and support to someone who loves and supports me in

return relationships are the most fertile

ground for learning about what is wounded within us and for having a safe

space to heal most of us have baggage from our childhood that we carry into

our primary relationships such as fears of rejection abandonment and loss of

self these fears generally may be worked out with a partner which offers us an

incredible opportunity to learn about and heal them a relationship can provide

great motivation for personal growth learning about fears of intimacy as well

as about control issues that may surface with a primary partner can lead to

learning and growing as a person and enhancing our ability to love the more

you learn to take responsibility for your own feelings such as learning to

love yourself and feel special and valued the more you may want a

relationship to share your love rather than to get love contrary to what many

believe it's not receiving love that takes away loneliness it's sharing your

love with another that does that the most profound and beautiful experience

in life is the opportunity to share love but we can't share our love unless we

are first filled with love when we learn to fill ourselves with love from our

source whatever that is for each person such as nature spirit God or the energy

of the universe then we come to our partner with inner fullness rather than

with inner emptiness we share from our abundance or overflow that way rather

than needing a partner to complete us we want to share our completeness with our

partner when two people come together to get love rather than to learn heal and

share love there's a strong possibility that their relationship won't last with

both partners trying to get loved and filled by the other and neither one

having learned to love and fill them selves each will ultimately be

disappointed very often one or both might believe they've picked the wrong

partner when two people come together because they want to learn together grow

together heal together share their time and companionship and share their love

and passion they have a good chance of creating a lasting loving relationship

when these people are asked why they want a relationship they'll say I have a

lot of love to give and I want to share it with a partner who also has a lot of

love to give possibly we might want to have children

to love as well I want to learn and grow with someone who also wants to learn and

grow or I want to share time companionship lovemaking laughter and

play with someone and feel a deep connection look deeply inside now and

honestly ask yourself why you want a relationship and if you find that you

just want to be loved remember you can learn to love and fill yourself with

love so that you have plenty of love to share with a partner it's important to

realize that we attract people who are most like us in thought and belief

patterns and that means we'll end up with a person who is at the same level

of taking personal responsibility for their happiness and well-being as we are

or they may be at the level of giving up on themselves which includes making

someone else responsible for their feelings given this reality you have a

far better chance of creating a healthy and loving relationship with a partner

when you have a healthy and loving relationship with yourself I'd love to

know your answer to the question what would being in a relationship mean for

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hi

thanks for visiting with me I appreciate you know when you me me mean you mean

you mean me okay got that out of my system

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7 Relationship Killers : common reasons why relationships break up - Duration: 9:21.

Why do relationships break up in this video

I'm sharing with you seven common relationship killers that you need to be aware of keep watching

Hey everyone, I'm Carlos Cavazos

I'm a licensed therapist and if you want to improve your relationship sex life and communication

Subscribe to this channel and hit that little bell

So you're notified when I upload a video or go live to all my subscribers?

Welcome back and know that I appreciate every single one of you today

You will learn a seven things that are poisonous to your relationship awareness of these things will help you identify

An address that any issue that may be threatening the health of your relationship before it's too late. So let's get started

Unsatisfying boring and frequent or non-existent sex will create a host of problems

people need a fuel wanted desired fulfilled by their partner a satisfying sex life adds a sense of

intimacy

happiness and

Playfulness to a relationship without it. We feel frustrated unhappy bored

resentful and insecure

I mean

Let's just be real here an unsatisfying sex life opens the door for anyone in the relationship to seek some fulfillment elsewhere

So come together and work on increasing that sexual

Satisfaction if you need some tips on how to talk to your partner about an unsatisfying sex life

I meet a video just on that topic which I will link above and below

Now where people have been together for a long period of time it's perfectly normal for the frequency of sex to decrease

However, I always advise my clients

Don't let more than three weeks pass by without any kind of sexual activity

Happening in the relationship if it's been about two weeks

Your your good you're in the green if it's been three weeks

Yellow use caution and if it's been four or more weeks then you in the danger zone

If not address of those dry spells can very easily keep getting longer and longer

And you can start running into other problems like growing apart

Insecurity and maybe even infidelity keep in mind though. You don't want things to get predictable routine or mundane

Sexy about that so switch things up and make some things exciting

There are exceptions to this like a mutual lack of interest in sex

Medical problems among others one thing to remember is that an unsatisfying sex life may not just cause problems

But it could also be a symptom of other problems. So ask yourself is

The sex the problem in the relationship or are other problems affecting our sex life

Financial problems can be overwhelming to anyone, but they can be downright deadly to relationships

Disagreements on handling finances keeping financial secrets thinking of a partner's financial habits as character traits

Controlling finances and blaming the other person for financial circumstances can wreak havoc to a relationship

communicating compromise on financial matters

especially your their shared if at any point you feel that is

separating finances might say to the relationship then talk to your partner or partners about it and reach a compromise before you and your

relationship go bankrupt

Effective communication in general is so important that I discuss it with every single one of my clients

This is particularly important and medias them and open relationships

It is crucial to developing and maintaining deep and meaningful relationships and helps turns fights and arguments into discussions and conversations

What I also like about it is that it avoids misunderstandings

That a lot of the times trigger those fights to begin with when done correctly

Everyone will be on the same page to what was discussed and there will be a preliminary

Resolution and next steps and virtually no gray area when working with my clients. I always ask

What was the exact outcome of that conversation and what was a preliminary?

Resolution and you agreed upon next steps and they can answer that question

I know they implemented those communication skills that I taught them

If not, we keep working on commune Kayson style and technique I will be making a whole series of videos on effective communication

So make sure to subscribe so you don't miss out but I will leave you guys with a quick tip

Just the tip

You guys can start implementing right away and that

Is repeat back and confirm everything that you hear

This will ensure that you're actually listening and not thinking about whatever comeback or clap back or rebuttal that you're cooking up in your head

It also lets a person hear back what you heard and either confirm or clarify. For example, if someone says

Leave I never want to see you again in that particular case. You would repeat back what you heard

So you want me to leave because you never want to see me again at that point

that person will hear back what you heard and they'll either confirm or

Clarify so they can either say yes lead I never want to see you again

Or they will clarify. I just need a few days to clear my head

Why don't you give me a call next week a healthy strong and secure relationship is one in which two or more people

Can stand independently on their own two feet and come together. You can't depend on your relationship to be everything for you

That's bad for you and unfair to your partner when someone needs to be continuously propped up by their partner

That could become extremely tiresome and taxing on the other

Individual and eventually all that pressure will cause a relationship to collapse a person should add

Value to your life not be your life

Each person should have their own independent life and support system a separate from the relationship

also consider this if a person is

Everything in your life. And for whatever reason that relationship doesn't work out and what are you left with?

nothing

Codependency can also be a sign of poor self esteem, which will create conflicts raging from constantly needing to be reassured

jealousy not feeling secure in the

Relationship and constantly obsessing that your partner may be trying to leave you or trying to cheat

So there are some insecurity issues in the relationship

Start addressing those issues and get some of that confidence back

Confidence is sexy and people are attracted to that

Contrary to popular belief cheating is not one of the top reasons why people break up a lot of relationships are actually able to work

through that infidelity and a lot of the times will be a lot stronger afterwards, but cheating can create a lot of

Complications and cracks in the foundation of the relationship which will sabotage the relationship if not addressed

This includes things like distrust

Hyper-vigilance resentment or even sex problems?

I actually did a video where I answer some of the most common questions I get in regards to cheating

So I will link that above and below in case you guys want to check that out when one person calls all the shots in

The relationship and becomes really

Controlling and things can get real and healthy real quick

If you have to ask for permission to hang out with friends go visit family or get some money out of your own bank account

There's a problem and anytime there's a huge balance of power in a relationship

Things can get really chaotic the person in power may get so comfortable that they stop tending to their partner's need as much as needed

Or in worst cases can even become abusive

Someone on the other side of the equation can even get to a point where they're too scared to verbalize their own needs or concerns

And eventually there is only so much a person can take before they need to break free and liberate themselves now in BDSM

Relationships this topic is a little more complicated

So I will save that for another video the final reason why people break up is a little different from the rest

But still one I thought would be worth noting in this video because I see it a lot and that is people growing

apart and heading in different life paths change is inevitable and individual as time goes by our

Experiences change and shape the way that we think feel and see the world

Sometimes this change results and people just not fitting together as well as they once did and that's okay

It's better to cherish what you once had and move on then try to force something to work

That simply doesn't work anymore

Creating a lot of negative experiences that overshadow and pollute the memory of what you guys once had

So there you have it seven common things that can break up relationships

Remember we are at our best when the relationships that are important to us are happy and healthy

And there is no better time like today to start working towards repairing or improving those relationships that matter the most to us

Thank you guys so much for watching. I want to hear from you guys

Do you have anything you want to know more about any questions for me any tips for me?

You can send them my way by leaving a comment down below

Tweeting me and counselling by CC or sending me a message on my website at wwlp.com

If you like this video make sure to hit like and subscribe until next time

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Toxic Relationships | ZULA ChickChats: EP 52 - Duration: 11:03.

Hi, I'm Winna.

Hi, I'm Zhi Min.

Hi, I'm Jia Jia.

Hi, I'm Leah.

And this is, ZULA Chickchats!

So today, we are going to be talking about toxic relationships,

and let's first of all start off with defining what a toxic relationship is.

So what is it to you guys?

A toxic relationship is basically when-

one of the partners has more power than the other.

And maybe when one loves the other more.

A toxic relationship is when-

you are in a constant state of sadness or fear, even.

It's just not happy anymore lah.

Something where you lose yourself as an individual.

You just keep giving yourself to someone.

You just keep giving in,

and your partner doesn't know the boundaries.

Actually I agree with all your points and I think also-

just to have a broad definition right,

it also covers emotional abuse and physical abuse.

It stems from manipulation,

from one party over the other.

And I personally think it's that when someone-

holds that power over you,

like what you mentioned right Zhi Min,

it's like they use this power to control you.

The next question is then,

have you ever been in a toxic relationship and how did it end?

For me right, the toxic relationship actually happened-

between two of my very good friends.

They were actually breaking up and getting back together,

again and again and again.

What happened was that,

the girl liked to hint [at] a lot of things.

Which leads to arguments-

because the guy doesn't know what she wants.

Eventually problems after problems were not being solved lah.

So one time they broke up and they never got back together.

The girl had a boyfriend one month later.

The guy friend was actually quite emotionally affected,

because there was no closure.

For me, it's also like one of my closest friends.

At the start of JC, she was dating this guy.

Throughout the entire 7 months, it was super smooth sailing.

Then one day the guy just like, "Oh, I want to break up."

The girl was very emotionally attached-

because it was her first relationship.

But it didn't end there.

They actually got back together for like...

A lot of times over two years, after that breakup.

For me, I was in an abusive relationship.

I was with him for two years.

For the first year, it was very sweet,

all the honeymoon period.

Maybe it was because of something I did,

he became very insecure.

He started texting this girl.

So I got really pissed off.

Throughout the entire (first) year, he never text any girl.

So I said, "Can you please don't text her?"

And then the arguments just got worse.

There was one time we argued,

and got to a point where he (slapped me).

And I'm like, "Oh wow, my mum has never even slapped me before and this guy did."

And then I still continued staying with him.

(screams)

No, nobody deserves to be slapped in the face.

Like not any human being.

For me also, when I was like 20,

I had this ex.

He has anger issues.

And a lot of times, he couldn't control, he would take out his anger on me.

The biggest thing that happened was,

when I tried to break up with him right,

he exploded leh, he cannot eh...

Did he punch the wall?

No, he kicked some dustbin when we were outside.

I was just like, "What the hell you doing?"

I was always very cautious around him,

I didn't feel like safe, in that sense,

so I felt that it wasn't a good relationship to be in.

It's very unhealthy because I wasn't happy.

You're smart though.

'Cause it took me so long to realise that I was being emotionally abused.

Some people (think) it's like only if you are hit then you're abused.

Besides that, it is normal.

So I think it's like, in a sense, lucky that you got out of it.

So in all these situations right, did the parties involved try to save the relationship?

How did you work it out?

We did have this breakup before O levels.

So I was thinking, "Ok I'm gonna focus on studying,

I'm going to surround myself with other people that are good."

And then he bought me one small soft toy,

and I was just like "OMG, take me back."

'Cause he never really showed [me] love before.

So it's like when he really showed right,

then I was just like, "OMG..."

But obviously it didn't work out lah.

For my friend it's like, whenever they argue,

it's the girl (who) initiates the argument,

because she suddenly not happy with this, not happy with that.

So as a guy, he tried to find out what is wrong ah.

But the girl always avoids the problem-solving part,

and just vents her frustration for the sake of venting.

I mean that's when the relationship breaks down lor.

Like your argument is just for the sake of arguing,

for the sake of expressing your emotions.

My friend, her relationship came to an end very suddenly,

so after that then they tried to work things out.

But it was more like...

Oh, the guy will be like, "Oh let's get back",

and then she would be like, "Okay".

And it wasn't like a, "Oh, what is wrong?"

Like why do you want to break up with me?

So he never addressed why he wanted to constantly break up.

From what I know right,

basically what she does is try to give in as much possible to him.

Like to his requests, everything.

Our other close friend,

we always tell her we really don't like how this is going on.

She hears it but she doesn't comprehend.

She's just like, "Me, me!"

The next question leading from that would be,

how do you feel after the whole relationship ended?

After they broke up or didn't get back together right,

there was was no proper closure.

So for the guy, it was a bit like, "Huh so when is she coming back?"

For the girl, she obviously moved on quite quickly.

She had a new boyfriend but for the guy,

he was left hanging and he kind of like waited for her-

to like realize that, "I'm the one for you."

But that didn't happen lah,

so I feel like in a toxic relationship,

when there is no proper closure for two parties,

it actually harms, like I think,

one party or even both of them emotionally lor.

When it finally ended,

I think my friend, she had a sense of relief.

'Cause it was going on for so many years.

It went on for two years.

But also, she kind of regretted a little bit,

because she always held on to what it could have been.

That kind of thought but I think that needs to go lah.

One of the hardest things was picking myself up,

because I spent so long believing that-

I wasn't enough.

I'm too demanding,

I'm unreasonable.

So it's like it didn't just apply in relationships with a significant other.

It applied (to) every aspect of my life,

as a daughter, as a sister, as a student.

I felt like I was never enough, so it was really difficult.

When I met my new boyfriend,

he took a long time to just get me to trust him.

I just kept thinking, "Oh he's going to get bored of me, very fast."

So I've always had these insecurities.

But slowly, my boyfriend worked through it.

For me, I felt very relieved after the whole situation was over.

'Cause I didn't feel so upset all the time.

And I didn't feel like I had to be very conscious about everything.

I could live like my normal life.

Ultimately, it was the better for both of us.

We're friends now and he has become a much more-

mellow person and he has toned down a lot.

So I feel like it did him good to [be at] a distance.

So the next question would be,

why do you think then relationships get toxic?

In my friend's case, it's because she really loved the guy-

a lot more than he loved her lah.

It gave him the power to manipulate her,

and do whatever he wanted to her lah.

My friends, at least lah, the emotional toxic part-

it really just stems from someone's insecurities lor.

I think when someone starts to lose themselves in a relationship,

that is when everything is going wrong already.

You should never lose yourself in a relationship.

There must be balance.

That you are yourself, but you are also his girlfriend.

Would these relationships get toxic because-

one party thinks that they have control over you?

So it's like when their mentality is such that you are-

It's like you're not a toy lah!

Like what you say also, you're not a possession.

You're not something that he can control.

You have to make your own decisions in life right.

He shouldn't be the one enforcing all his opinions, beliefs and decisions on you.

That's the whole reason why I think these relationships get toxic.

I think the idea of control right,

it's like little by little bit one,

it's not immediate you feel like he's making you a possession.

It stems from little (things) like,

"Oh, you talking to this girl huh, is it?"

Our next question is then,

to what extent do you think it's reasonable for your partner to control you?

Because a lot of these toxic relationships-

stem from control and manipulation from one party.

Some people would argue that-

control is necessary to a certain extent because-

if not you're just gonna break all the boundaries and do whatever you want.

What extent is this control acceptable?

Physical is a simple no, unless they like it.

One thing we can do is to let your boyfriend meet your friends.

I think, in my current relationship,

that's why I did and it really helped my boyfriend trust me more,

and trust my friends as well.

For me lah, personally I don't think=

you should be able to control your partner in any way.

Because I'm the kind like you go do whatever you want,

as long as it doesn't breach the boundaries.

If I find out that you breached the boundaries right, that's it.

You broke my trust and I'm not going to give you a second chance.

For me, I feel like the boundaries or like the ground rules,

have to be laid out very clearly the moment you know that-

you're steady in that relationship.

So if there's any dispute right,

you know what is the 'can' and 'cannot' what.

The final question then would be,

what is some advice you can offer-

to people who are unsure about their current relationship?

Don't make excuses for them.

If he wants to love you, he will show you love.

To learn to have self-respect for yourself.

Love yourself before you love anybody else.

That's a very important step.

When you lose yourself in a relationship, like you said,

it can be very damaging lah.

Don't harp on the fact that you're comfortable in the relationship.

If the relationship is not healthy, it's toxic,

Get out of it.

You'll get used to being without him,

and you'll be fine lah.

My point was going to be-

honestly if you have no idea whether you're in one, ask your friends.

Your friends confirm plus chop right,

will know that this is confirm something wrong one.

You can delude yourself,

but your friends won't delude you, don't worry.

So that's my first advice.

My second advice is that,

don't think you can change them when you tried time and time again, right,

and you try to work it out-

Every time you come up with the same excuse,

"It's okay, I think he will change. After this time, he will change."

If you say that to yourself more than 3 times right,

Girl! Like hello, you say 3 times already.

Like you know, it's enough.

3 times is more than enough.

No, you know why?

'Cause girls we like challenge, so we want to change the bad boy.

I thought it's because you want to be his special one to change him.

You want to take up the challenge and be that girl.

Okay no, no, stop, stop. Like, no.

If he don't want to change right, then just bye bye lah.

So today we talked about toxic relationships,

and if there's one takeaway, it's definitely to love yourself first.

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Do You Really Have A Relationship With God? - Francis Chan 2018 - Duration: 56:01.

I like that look I speak every week I have never had that

reception in my life what's your name Abel you're my hero

I want you to come with me everywhere that was that was insane I am I am

really excited to speak right now lately I've just been so you know I think it

became a job maybe or just a responsibility not a job but just you

know you just know you've got to do this what God's called you to do um but

lately like there's an excitement that's come back to speaking as I look in

Scripture and and I think about how the Bible says that every one of us to each

one has been given a manifestation of the Holy Spirit for the common good that

it's not just preparing something a speech and then coming and giving it but

that there's actually like an intertwining of the Spirit of God with

my own spirit and the thought that he could actually take control of my body

take control of my lips take control but we're talking about God here okay you

know I mean he can do anything and the thought that what he wants to do is

basically have Francis died to himself and have Christ lived through me like

like the reality of that it's just hitting me harder lately like you're

serious you're serious just like like the Holy Spirit

filling the temple of God or the Holy of Holies like that type of power now

actually could manifest through me to you like this isn't just this speech

this isn't just okay that's what no no like like I want that and I start

getting excited like like I just I want that with you Lord I I don't know who

I'm quoting it's either Martin lloyd-jones or RC scroll or John Piper

but one of the three of them I made this statement they said the two most

romantic places on earth to him are the prayer closet and the pulpit and I

totally got it it's like there are times when I am alone and I'm praying to God

and I'm just gone I don't want to leave this place I am so happy right now this

is what life is about in fact is there a way you could just

take me up into your presence right now I just want to see you I want to be with

you like it's it's it's a new thing understand this is newer for me there's

times I'm praying and you know how when you're holding your toddler or your

newborn you have so much affection but you you you just don't want to squeeze

too hard but you want to because you want to show more love this baby's just

been born and you want to squeeze this baby because you have so much love you

want to express but you can't and that's what I feel towards God like there's

times where I'm going god this isn't enough this isn't enough I can't touch

you like I I really want to see you right now I really want like it's like

talking on the phone or prayer this is getting a little bit old I like I want

more of you God like that type of longing like it's a romantic place that

time of prayer I hope it is for you and then this this

it used to be when I was younger it would like stress me out and I prepared

I'd be thinking about everyone else but now I'm at an age where it's like God

it's like we're dancing up there it's like you're here and this is what I was

made for that your spirit could manifest

father could your spirit just speak through me now I can't really be your

spirit not me in the flesh

could you call people in this room to leave the comforts of their homes make

your name known your glory known in a foreign country

it's an unreached people may they believe that that could happen and just

hunger for it your spirit would just fall upon them in such a way that you

move them to someplace they've never even heard of and where they're just

enjoying your presence and it's enough it's enough God would you awaken us to

who you are and this amazing amazing mystery amazing mystery God man I just

speak I don't want to just speak Lord

God may there be a demonstration of your spirits power hallelujah Jesus you're so

good you're so wonderful Holy Spirit you're welcome here

I want you here I don't want to be led by you my brothers and sisters for your

name's sake that you would wake up your church

and that we would fall in love with you all over God for those who have not been

in love with you enjoying you made they put that above all things may we

experience you like never before oh god may I experience you like never before

God we pray these things in Jesus name Amen

I'm coming off of one of the best weekend's of my life maybe the best just

in my personal ministry and my time with the Lord

Friday afternoon I'm going to share some things I don't know where you are at

theologic that I don't know where I am anymore

I'm just gonna be honest and not hide what's going on and you can I don't know

do what do what you want with it but I only knows Friday I was asked to come

into the office and speak with some people that were visiting from another

place wanting to know more about what we're doing with church and and I was

like okay I've got an hour I'll come in for an hour I'll answer some questions

we'll pray and I really need to get back so 11 a.m. I had I get to the office

meet with a group of people and we I say let's just pray before we knew it it was

already past 12:00 and there was no talking and I was like you know let's

just let's just keep praying I don't want to leave this this is so sweet this

is so good and and and just because we have other things that we have to be at

like what what's what's bigger than this this has been so good and before we know

what it's 5 p.m. and we're still praying and I was like let's just keep going

this is awesome and before we know it it's midnight and one hour of prayer

turn into 13 hours of prayer and and I this isn't normal for me

this isn't this wasn't I don't know that I've ever prayed I don't believe I've

ever prayed that long but it was just it was just awesome it was awesome just

seeking the president times when we were just crying like sobbing over the lost

as we were praying for people that we love the

don't know Jesus whatever I think everyone in there was just quite there

maybe 20 of us just crying two other times when we're screaming at the top of

our lungs you know and this is new for me and you gotta understand there have

been times when I've been in worship settings like like I remember

specifically one time in Sydney Australia where there's a group about

this size probably everyone in there is jumping and worship and I'm just

standing there seriously I'm like god I want a job I'm just so embarrassed like

you know because I strand you're so much cooler than us and I just like you know

moving my head a little bit okay so that's me

and man and Here I am in prayer I just I'm screaming I'm I'm picturing that

woman that that that was weeping at Jesus feet you know and cleaning his

feet with her hair and washing his feet with her tears while everyone else is

looking on like oh my god I don't want to be one of those onlookers anymore you

know it's this this coolness this dignity this self-awareness our dignity

is destroying our worship and and to worship with all of our heart all of our

soul all of our mind so we're screaming at the top of our lungs

we're weeping I mean just it it just it was I just loved it I loved it I just

love being in the presence of God then there was a gal that we're actually

playing for a husband she was can you just pray for me too she's just had a

baby I can't even wipe and I broke my toe my

little toe I'm yeah it's a little thing but it's it's huge you ever broke your

little toe you know because I came in why I can't even carry the baby it's so

hard to walk and I took forever to get my boots on this morning and just even

to make it here and they just started praying for her and I'll tell you I've

never healed anyone I've tried I believe it like I see it in Scripture

you know but I mean there was a while that I didn't even believe in it but

then I was like gosh it it just seems like we should be able to but every time

I'm in the room seriously like nothing happens um hi this is no joke even

overseas like you think no I'm I'm being so serious right now cuz people are like

oh you got to go to Africa you want to see miracles as I show up and it's like

nope now while he's here you know India I mean everywhere you think like okay I

want to see miracles I want to see miracles I hear about them all the time

but I never get to see it and we're in this room and and and we're praying

there's like 20 of us praying for one toe this after screaming crying like

okay this if it's gonna happen I serious there's gonna lure dree Lee how many

Christians does it take to heal at oh that's I seriously thought that I prayed

that like god I'm gonna be so discouraged today again they're praying

for hurt oh no lie I start backing away thinking I'm not gonna screw this one up

because I'm thinking it's my lack of faith that I've just never seen it I've

never seen it and and I know this cow is one of our pastors wives I love her and

they're praying and like hey be honest how does it feel now hmm I think a

little better my oh here we go again I think a little better this this is this

this is a perfect snapshot of my healing career but this group their theology was

a little different from mine and they were talking about persistence and they

go you know the persistent Widow they said there are times Jesus even you know

started healing someone he could see some

thing moving and he prayed more and more like okay talked about Elijah when he

prayed and the cloud he kept just seven times like I would have quit I would

have and so they'd pray some more and like okay a pain level it was that a ten

where's it at maybe eight maybe prayed some more maybe five oh it actually does

feel better it's out of four whoa it's actually a lot better now it's a tattoo

this is crazy but I still feel the sharpness in my toe and they kept

praying praying and I'm like God it's gotta be all or nothing like this is you

and I'm back I seriously was not praying at that time just watching and then I

just started thinking you know what that's Satan saying that oh it's

whenever you're around there's no way that's just satanic and I just pictured

myself on my face holding her toe and praying for and I just thought you know

I'm just gonna go for it and just kind of burst in the circle got on my knees

got on my face grabbed her toe and prayed and I said Lord and this is

quietly in my own mind just going god I don't want like it feels better I want

her to scream I wondered just to be overwhelmed

I want her jumping up and down not it went from a 10 to an AIDS or something

like that Lord I want it all gone

suddenly I hear no way no way she starts jumping up and down going I feel nothing

I feel nothing I can't believe it I can't believe it I mean it was just

and then this past weekend like after that we had like a dozen different

people get healed I haven't had a dozen people seriously in my lifetime

even with it's just something the Holy Spirit it started with prayer it was the

first time in our church's history and I know that we've been around that long

but in these five years where we felt like in Acts chapter 2 verses everyone's

feeling a sense of awe that's exactly what went on this weekend everyone's

like what just happened what's going on elders pastors work on what is going on

here this is awesome this is awesome we're

feeling the sense of awe and and and it's it's it's rooted and prayers rooted

in love it's not just or just that's just seeking the sides it's just I'm

just saying it just happened and my prayer time to the Lord have been so

rich and so good and I I hope that's true of you and as I've been coming to

speak at different places I'm just more mindful of the presence of the Holy

Spirit of him he's here he's with me and he could speak to me through through me

to you and I want that I want that I want I know some of you guys are hearing

this and it may sound a little weird to you

maybe not the healing part I'm sure that's that's unique to somebody I'm

telling it's new to me but maybe the the weirder part is is the affection and the

love and the desire and prayer and the that just oh I want Jesus because one of

the things that saddens me is is I don't I don't see a lot of that in the church

in America where I don't hear a lot of verbage of I hear a lot of oh my pastor

gave the sermon Oh our church was like this oh this program or did you go did

you hear the new song did you do this oh we had a great but I don't hear a lot of

you going oh man I with Jesus this morning it was just me

and Jesus in his word and he was just speaking to me and I couldn't get enough

of him oh I just wanted that for me to live is just to be with him and to die

can't wait to die and just be with him because I'm obsessed with him like I'm

not hearing that verbage come out of our churches and yet what's this book all

about we say when you become a Christian oh this isn't a religion it's about a

relationship with him but how many people talk like it's a relationship

with him a real person Atlee you love with all your heart soul mind and

strength I mean isn't that what the Garden of Eden was all about like

walking when you read about Adam think about this suddenly dust and then it

just forms a man and God breathed into him and he's looking at his Creator

imagine that the first man first human being what does that like to exist

suddenly and then look at your Creator and someone's looking at you saying I

just made you what am i I exist you made me I can't imagine

Adam just gone right you know right I mean what a moment you made me and then

how he makes a partner for him Eve and the two of them can you imagine try to

imagine you and your spouse or a loved one literally walking in a perfect

garden with the Creator the one who made you just corner you've gotta be kidding

me an understanding that there is no power

anywhere that rivals has not even close everything that was made was made

through him and for him and now he's walking with

for you in the garden how peaceful do you feel what is there to fear man when

you hear that I hope you're jealous if there's nothing in you that screams and

goes that would be insane then you don't get it this book was about God and how

he would speak face to face sometimes not visibly but but it is like this

communicate like like Moses going up on the mountaintop and go home he was with

God Moses going to the tent of meeting Abraham being a friend of God

then this book is about David saying gosh I could be in a desert I'm not

gonna dry weary lad like I'm about to dehydrate and die and yet all I can

think about is you and being with you and how I want you more than I want

water right now it's about people who are obsessed like he's like gods this

addiction to them you know you work with addicts before and how an addict like

nothing makes sense you're gonna lose your family that you love I love my kids

but give me that drug you're gonna lose everything you can die on the streets I

know this is ridiculous but I gotta have this drug that's the way I see them

talking about Jesus that's the way I see them talking about God like I'm gonna

try to wear that tie but you know what all I can think about is God how I want

him this is what I hunger for that there's

one thing I ask Lord this is what I'm gonna go after I just want to dwell in

the house of the Lord every day of my life can I just every day have this

experience where I'm just with you and I feel you and I'm just staring at you -

I'm just Daisy at the beauty of your temple like can I can I just can I do it

every single day might that's the only thing I want God is everything is trying

to distract me that I get one thing on the earth make us of it every day I'm

like dwelling in your temple and I'm like looking at you and staring at you

and you're looking at me and we're communing it's one thing I asked that

will I seek I may dwell in the house of Lord all the days of my life

it's Paul sang for me to live is Christ to die is gain I cannot wait to die I

love Jesus so much I just want more everything else is crap all my

achievements everything else he said amounts to a pile of crap he says in

Scripture I consider it all that's its bit dung

oh is that make it more biblical dung it's just you know like it's it's it's

like everything you guys it's obsession right and then what is the end of the

book say God says and I'm gonna dwell with them again that's what happens

about there's no more sickness there's no more pain yeah but I'm gonna dwell

with them again happy awesome that'd be awesome

because I can't get enough of him I don't hear that type of verbage in the

church what are we producing if not lovers of Jesus consumed with his

presence I can't get enough of him you know and I guess I didn't even mean to

say all that I but I I think it's of the Lord I think if you're not in love with

him desiring him forget anything else I say I mean what in the world

forget about missions forget about discipleship why would we want you

disciple in anyone seriously that's serious no I'm be I'm not trying to be

facetious I'm just saying if you don't love Jesus why would we want to of you

you know I talked to guys if you're so stressed

out and everything else and they're trying to lead people to the Lord and

and they're trying to multiply and make disciples and I'm going gosh what are we

multiplying if it's not lovers of God that isn't I thought that was the

greatest come in I thought God says look if you don't repent and return to that

first love I don't care that you're doing all the other stuff I'll remove

your lampstand from its place he wants love he wants us to love him and are you

a lover of him if not ignore what else on that whatever else comes out of my

mouth and be focused on that and let God know there have been times I've told

them specifically God I'm not feeling it there's so many other things I want

right now get my heart right cuz I don't want to be like this now Sharon in the

workshop a few minutes ago like I like last August and August I turned 50 and I

told my church look I don't want any gifts but if you would fast and pray for

me that day and maybe we get together after a day of fasting and praying I'm

asking people to fast for me but here's some specific things in my assistant

sent it out number one would you ask God to make this the year where I just know

him more than I've ever known him like where I'm closer to him than I've ever

been that's my number one prayer request I

feel close to the Lord but I want more I want so much more I want to I want to

know how much can a human being know God while he's on this earth pray for that

fast and pray for that that God would take away all insecurities any doubt

I said fast and pray pray that I would be bold enough to say whatever he wants

me to say I just want to know where he wants me to go and what he wants me to

say pray for that and pray that I would be

disgusted with sin no like I like I hate it like I hate it prayed some something

something supernatural because some sin still appeals to me and I just want it

to be gross I want to be like that vomit like the Bible says like a dog returning

to its vomit I just want it to look that way feel that way smell that way like I

just don't want any of it in my life cuz I want to be so close to him like I want

to enter a new journey in life and so my church fasted and prayed and laid hands

on me that night and it was awesome and then my assistant gave me my present

which was a calendar it was a calendar of the rest of 2017 and on that calendar

every day there was a name of someone who committed to fast that day and pray

for me and so yeah is that like the coolest

present ever I'm like are you kidding me right now

this is the coolest gift I've ever heard of seriously someone was fasting and

praying for me every day for the last four months no wonder I jump into this

year and I am just a new man so in love with Jesus man and I just I'm just

focused I'm just getting serious like Lord I don't know what's left I don't

know what is left of my life my parents I didn't have any parents that live this

long you know like this is reality this is all that matters and I think

sometimes we just get caught up in the business of church and this and that and

we say things we don't really mean and we sing things we don't really mean and

and oh you know talk about how much I love him I love him I love him and and

yet we spent all week just doing stuff and not just enjoying him people like

whoa you prayed for 1213 hours it's like saying whoa you hung out with your wife

for a full day

how did you do that

you know like we you guys we're gonna be spending eternity with him and I'm just

saying that rush is coming like it's never come before and the flowing and

the thoughts that I feel like it's the mind of Christ that's coming into my

mind and words are coming out and I love it I do know that I was praying

Ephesians 1 for myself for a while as I was praying it for my church for my

pastors for other people where he says in verse 16 I do not cease to give

thanks for you remembering you in my prayers that the god of our Lord Jesus

Christ the father of glory may give you may just give you the spirit of wisdom

and of revelation and the knowledge of him having the eyes of your heart

enlightened that you may know what is the hope to which he has called you what

are the riches of his glorious inheritance in the Saints and what is

the immeasurable greatness of his power toward us who believe I've been praying

for this I'm saying God I this is something you just hand someone you just

give it to them you give them this spirit of wisdom and revelation in the

knowledge of him like I this isn't something I can teach you right now

hey you guys know him love him enjoy him understand his hope that's it's not

something that you can write on a screen or a PowerPoint and good good I

explained it to you Paul says know something a divine

interaction has to happen where he God on his throne gives you he hands you

heap in imputes puts into you this spirit of wisdom and revelation

where the eyes of your heart now suddenly the lights come on I can't do

this Paul couldn't do this that's why he goes I keep praying for this God

give it to him give it to him give it to him get the eyes of their heart what are

we don't even understand that what are the eyes of my heart like it's something

from the inner man where I get it deep inside boom I finally understand

how valuable he is I finally understand what it means to love him and to enjoy

him he says I want their eyes open so that they may know what is the hope to

which he has called you here's God can you do something miraculous God please

I'm begging you I have not ceased praying for these

people that the eyes of their hearts would be enlightened so they would just

know the hope the hope to which he's called you what's he talking about when

I read that I wonder and I I don't I haven't studied this enough to be sure

but I think of 1st Corinthians 2 when it says what no eye has seen nor ear heard

nor the heart imagined heart a man imagine what God has prepared for those

who love him these things God has revealed to us through the spirit

I think these go together where Paul says I'm praying for the spirit of

Revelation that the eyes of your heart would be in line so you would know the

hope to which he's been called which he's called you and then they're um 1st

Corinthians 2 he says no eye has seen no ear has heard no mind has conceived what

God has prepared for those who love him but God has revealed this to us by his

Spirit like there's something that doesn't it's just like it doesn't even

pass through our mind which is insane for some of you but if you study

scripture there are transactions between God and us that don't go through the

frontal lobe of your mind they're trans rationals that's why Paul

says sometimes I'll pray or I'll praise God and my mind is actually unfruitful

it's a quaint how can you do that then how can anything be good if your mind

isn't what there's just something that sits trans rational beyond just thinking

where he says you know that's why that's why Paul says I'm not gonna just keep

lecturing lecturing lecturing you I'm on my knees saying God make how how do you

lecture someone to where the eyes of their heart are enlightened Funko's I'm

praying for this that something happens through the spirit of revelation and

wisdom that God gives you and now suddenly you know the hope to what

you've been called no I seen it no ears heard no Minds conceived but God has

revealed it to us by his Spirit I've been praying that I go god I'm terrible

at hoping I'm like some of you who I don't like to get my hopes up and I

expect the worst when I go places so that I'm never disappointed and so then

I come to God's Word and he's telling me that there's this hope that should

anchor my soul and that's why Paul says I want you to know this hope to what

she's called you and I want you to know that there are things no I see no no

mind is even imagined what God has in store but God reveals it to us - spirit

I'm praying that for you so you then suddenly cuz when you get that and I

feel like I'm getting it more and more the things of the earth just seems

stupid they really do and now I understand why Paul says all those

achievements everything it's it's dumb I don't even I don't there's nothing I I

crave it about as much as I crave crap seriously because I've got this hope and

my eyes have been open and he says I'm praying that your eyes would beat of

your heart would be enlightened so do you know what the hopes the hope to

which he's called you what are the riches of his glorious inheritance in

the Saints because I want you to know what are the riches of his glorious

inheritance in the Saints he's not talking about our inheritance in Christ

he talked about that earlier he specific with his words here and now he

says I want the spirit of wisdom and revelation to come into the depths of

who you are and your eyes of your heart enlightened so you actually know the

riches of his glorious inheritance in us it's about God who can't wait to inherit

us wait you're telling me the creator of the earth who opened his mouth and

universe has just exploded that guy that God can't wait to inherit me he

considers me and you that Christ do something that beautiful on the cross

that that he's actually going I can't wait to inherit them here comes

my the glorious riches of my glorious inheritance I I want like so you're

telling me Francis Chan who's dead didn't even want him who never felt love

like like who was that weird kid rejected so you're telling me that the

god of the universe wants me that bad and sees me as his glorious inheritance

no psychologist is gonna talk me into that believing that that's only the

Spirit of God and for some of us that grew up just feeling like never good

enough never matched up never was got one hug from dad for me never one

conversation and now you're telling me that my Heavenly Father wants me and

sees me as his glorious inheritance and I can look at you and say yeah I'm

getting it I'm getting it I've been praying for this I really believe if he

loves me look at my life and look at the scriptures and go

how could I deny it he loves me oh how he loves me there's times I just I just

can't stop singing humming that melody just cuz I'm loved believe he's loving

me right now he's loving speaking through me

can't wait to inherit me precious and the sight of the Lord is the death of

one of his Saints oh wow Wow and here's the part I really wanted to

focus on in our remaining moments he says and what is the immeasurable

greatness of his power toward us who believe she wants the eyes of our hearts

in line so we know what the the hope is to which he's called you what are the

riches of his glorious inheritance and saints and what is the in look at these

adjectives immeasurable greatness of his power toward us who believe like do you

believe this because I I am sure there are many of you in this room you may

look at your life may think of what a mess you've made of it some of you are

older here I can tell and and you may go I don't know what I can do at this age

and I'm saying would you look at the scripture what is the immeasurable

greatness of power toward those who believe immeasurable see I could walk up

here in the flesh and just freak out be nervous think about what you were

thinking of me whatever or I walk on this stage and go god there's no limit

to what I could do in a few minutes there's an immeasurable man for those of

us who are so used to not matching up man I think about so you man I was just

in a room with like these Brainiac Christians that I love having dinner

there was like 10 of us in a room they got in a theological discussion and I

used every bit of my brain that I could to just listen I was paid

I was so attentive and at the end I looked there there I go I don't have a

clue what you're talking about not a clue I've been in context like that

where I'm just going I have limits you know I just do I I'm never I'm not gonna

make it in the Olympics no matter how much I train like I have physical limit

I mean maybe the luge cuz you just kind of lay there right but but other than

that like I just go there's limits right we're used to limitations I'm only gonna

be this strong only this fast only this intelligent and then you read a verse

like that where it says yet but there's immeasurable greatness of power toward

us who believe and then he explains it because you want an example he says this

power it's it's according to the working of his great might that he worked in

Christ when he raised him from the dead and seated him at his right hand in the

heavenly places far above all rule and authority and power and Dominion and

above every name that is named not only in this age but also in the age to come

he is you want to know about this power that's that's that's toward you he goes

imagine because it's like to pray let me give you an example of the power that's

towards you it's it's like when Jesus was crucified remember how God took that

body and raised it not only raised him from the dead but had him ascend into

heaven and not just barely above all rule far above all rule and

40 and he gave him the name above every name and it's not just for this

generation he goes it's for ever and ever so he took a dead body raised him

far above every other power that exists forever and he says there's an example

of his power there's a picture of his power and there is a measurable

greatness of his power towards you who believe do you believe that I mean

seriously when you look in the mirror do you think

that and go this is God's Word what can't I do

lor what's that we know what he says later in Ephesians 3:20 now to him was

able to do abundantly more than we could ask or imagine according to his power at

work in us it's not like it's not just God can do anything he wants to I says

no God can do beyond what you can even think and he does it through you and

here's saying there's an immeasurable greatness of power like this is stuff

where we go god you're gonna have to reveal this to me because I can't talk

you into believing this god you're gonna have to enlighten their hearts so they

believe this I I was in Brazil a month or so ago and it's having lunch with

this pastor out there what a great work great ministry and I was just telling a

man this is really cool what God's doing in your church and he made this comment

he goes yeah but it still feels like a zoo because you know what I mean I go

now I don't know what you mean he goes he has you ever see the movie Madagascar

I know of course I'm Christian it's it's a it's a smell those rare clean movies

we can watch right I think there's probably some thing with the hippo but

uh but he started explaining and once he he

said it he goes he goes you know our churches are like zoos where we

domesticate these wild animals and if you've seen the movie Madagascar the

movie starts off with the zebra in the zoo

it's his 11th birthday I think and he's he's looking at this painting of the

jungle while he's running on a treadmill and it's his birthday so the hippo and

the lion the giraffe come over sing happy birthday and he's just like I

gotta get out of here I spent half my life in this zoo I don't

belong here meanwhile the Lions like why would you

leave here look I sit in my cage they bring me to me and then I come out I

roar the kids scream I know what's gonna happen it and the hippo and the giraffe

they're all just like yeah yeah let's just stay in these cages what are you

talking about the wild he's like no I just know I was made for something more

than this and if you see the story and the long story short they break out

penguins help them and they they end up they end up in Madagascar and I remember

that scene where the animals are terrified and the Zebras like trying to

coach him go no this is where we've always belonged and and and he's trying

to run with the lion go run with know and use all four legs get out do you

know like let's go who's the lion who's a lion and then suddenly the line just

lets out this roar like he didn't even know it was in him and then suddenly all

these instincts came back and then he starts to eat the zebra you know and you

know and it was just that moment and and and and so as he said my church is like

a zoo you'll be seeing that movie right because it's just do we understand the

power given to these people and yet they're going No just just leave me in

my cage and feed me every week and then I'll put my kids in that cage and you

feed them all but my you there you feed them and this is this

this is but meanwhile there's a lot of us that are sitting in these cages going

man I don't belong in here there's something more than just roaring that

just once more I can do something with my life I belong where it's dangerous

you know and there's something in us where we're where it's there but we

can't just like he was explaining we can't just release all the animals

because they've been domesticated some of them really don't think they can

raise their own kids some really don't think they could make a disciple they

think they the only way to survive is to stay in this cage and have someone feed

me and we'll just sit here and complain about the food we've been given and

someone needs to come along like that zebra and run alongside and say no you

were made for more than this Holy Spirit show them show them the hope to which

they've been called help them understand your glorious inheritance and the Saints

and help them to really get this immeasurable greatness of power toward

those who believe now that power is like them power the power he exerted when he

raised Christ from the dead you guys yeah I understand I love the church more

than I ever have I love my local church so much I've never enjoyed praying with

the local church this much I've never just just been so grateful to be a part

of the body but in our churches we're just going you know what we need to

release yeah you know what it's dangerous in the jungle I'm not saying

you're not gonna get martyred I'm just saying it's what you were made for and I

think we know that deep down inside there must be more than this and I want

to pray right now that God enlightens you empower some of you to break open

some of those cages and start training some of these wild

to release them rather than contain them cuz there's a dying world I can't

imagine living in a country or a city where no one knows Jesus how desperate

that would be to not know this God that we've come to love but we need people

with boldness to really believe you know I was actually made for this to be his

witness he's gonna give me power Holy Spirit's gonna come in to me and he's

gonna give me power and I can be as witnesses in Portland in Oregon and all

the u.s. to China Africa India Indonesia Afghanistan like it's in me it's just

this wild power and God for your church leaders in here we got to start looking

at our congregations differently not just as people to protect

but these incredible gifted manifestation the Holy Spirit you know

people that have immeasurable greatness in them and to figure out how to release

and get to those who haven't heard and so I praise God for this conference I

praise God for some of you that are in furlough on furlough that have have been

out there and you knew it was crazy you got in some crazy situations but in the

midst of them you're like this is what I was made for I can feel the Spirit of

God in those times let me pray for you

father would you right now just give us the spirit of wisdom and revelation God

could you right now enlighten the eyes of her hearts so that we would know from

the core of our beings the hope that you've called us to the hope of being

with you the hope of walking with you help us to get it Lord open our eyes the

eyes of our hearts to the fact that you see us as your inheritance there were a

part of your eternal plan and you actually loved us long for us otherwise

the cross doesn't even make sense in God would you help us to know good because

there's times I just get scared and God at the core of our beings help us to

know the immeasurable greatness of power toward us help us to really believe that

you could do more than we could ask or think according to your power that works

in us Holy Spirit which you just move throughout this room enlightening

enlightening giving us vision for the future giving us courage giving us

security giving us hope thank you for my brothers and sisters in this room please

keep them strong keep them focused on you

I pray they have wonderful times alone with you this week which translates to

wonderful fellowship with other brothers and sisters and their churches which

translates to the sending and going in your power and your spirit and we just

dance with you alone in our prayer closet and while we use our gift for the

body that you so love your bride the church thank you God thank you it's been

so good Lord being here with you I love you more of you Lord all of you in Jesus

name we pray

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¡POR FIN JUNTOS! Long Distance Relationship Meeting for the First Time - Duration: 1:58.

Bueno, después de 13 horas finalmente llegué a Buenos y estoy muy cansado

Estoy nervioso porque voy a conocer a mi novia por primera vez

Right now I'm in the airport of Cordoba. I know I'm confusing you a little

because one day I'm here and the other day somewhere else

and I've seen in the comments that you ask me where are you, what do you do for work

Well, then I'll make a video explaining well where I am, what I'm doing

For now, I came to visit my cousin

and I came to the airport to pick up Justin!!!

So, I'm excited and anxious and also nervous

but he's almost here so, let's wait

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Keely Gets Crunk While Hashing Out Relationship Drama With Botchey In This Love & Hip Hop Atlanta - Duration: 2:11.

Keely Gets Crunk While Hashing Out Relationship Drama With Botchey In This Love & Hip Hop Atlanta

Anytime your girl bangs on your door like she's the police, she's probably there "to talk" and that talk probably won't go too well.

Keely and Botchey have several elephants in the room and they go by the names of Bleu, Crystal and Toyko's release party.

Their relationship is rocky and they need to sift through a few things before moving forward.

Who is Krystal and how long as Botchey been messing with her? What possessed Keely to show up and act a fool at an event she wasn't even invited to? Why was Bleu there?.

None of that really matters because through it all, Botchey is tired and directs Keely to see her way out of the "big ass hole in the wall" and his life.

New episodes of Love & Hip Hop Atlanta air Mondays at 8/7c.

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James Stewart confirms new relationship with Sarah Roberts - Duration: 1:57.

Home and Away's James Stewart and Sarah Roberts have confirmed they're dating in real-life with a loved-up Instagram snap

James posted the sweet pic alongside the simple emoji caption: '❤️'. ❤️ The duo have been dating since last October, according to Confidential, when they stepped out together while on holiday in Byron Bay

They also headed to Melbourne together last week to celebrate Home and Away's 30th anniversary

  'On screen and off screen we are . well I am, really enjoying getting to know each other,' James told The Herald Sun

'And we are very special to each other,' James said. Sarah added: 'I did not even have to create any chemistry when I was on screen with Jimmy, it was all just there, it was not a job

' First step into big school. I think Jess and I are more nervous than Scout. hah! Argh! The Packed to the Rafters co-stars are parents to daughter Scout, 5

Celebrity TV Entertainment And Showbiz Home & Away

For more infomation >> James Stewart confirms new relationship with Sarah Roberts - Duration: 1:57.

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Demonte Colony scenes | Arulnithi has an illegal relationship | Arulnithi advice his friends - Duration: 6:55.

Get lost

Tell me, Vimal

Hey! Sappai Where are you?

Didn't you hear your phone ring?

I'm in the room

I fell asleep Tell me

You'll give a complex to RipVan Winkle

Is Raghavan there?

He said he was bugged

And he went upstairs

I'm feeling the same way too

Both of you come to the wine shop

I'll meet you there

Okay, Vimal

Hey, I've bought petrol

It's near the fridge

Bring it with you

Raghava, Vimal called just now

He asked us to meet him at the wine shop

Shall we go?

I'm going out tonight regarding some work

You carry on

What's so important?

You can run your errand later

Don't act pricey

Why are you pushing your bike?

No petrol, dude

Sappai, hand me the petrol can

Ooops! I forgot, Vimal

Don't know what you'll do

Push the bike till our room

Keep this inside

Sappai, give me money

I don't have any money on me

Neither do I

Why did you guys come to drink without money?

Go to the curb and talk

Even toddlers are making a beeline to wine shops

I wonder who will save our country

"Rakamma, clap your hand"

"Tune a song by waving your wand"

"Night bird, beat the drum, start"

"Touch a chord in this king's heart"

Yes, Vimal

Srini, where are you?

I'm here

You mean in Jillu's house?

Come to the point

Can you come here now?

Why...?

We were at a loose end and decided to drink

But none of us have a single pie on us

- Can you come now? - Tough

Wait, I'll check and get back

What did he say?

Jillu...?

What?

The boys want to meet me It's kind of urgent

Shall I go? I'll be right back

What the hell do they want?

Didn't you tell them you won't come for the next 2 days?

I told them

Then why are they bugging you?

If they call you once again...

...tell them I'll send them to jail

Driver, bring my suitcase in

Let me somehow cover up

Jillu...?

My husband is back

Leave immediately

What the heck?!

You said he'll come only after 2 days

God knows why

Maybe he wanted to surprise me

- Just go - Get lost!

- Hey, come here - What now?

Will you bang into my husband like this?

He'll be suspicious

How else-

How else will I go out?

Shin down the pipe?

Why should I?

I'll walk out of the front door

As it is people are saying we are having a steamy affair!

What is it I do here?

I peel garlic, sweep and mop the floors, polish your shoes

I'm pretty much your slave

Baby...?

How could you say that to me, Srini?

Do I treat you like a slave?

Won't you understand me?

Your husband is ringing the bell like a siren

You are giving me an Oscar award performance

Don't talk too much

Climb down the pipe

Hey! Wait

Here's 2000 bucks

If you want more money...

...call me only after 5:00 p.m, okay?

Leave now

"A stale bun too stands before you"

"To spit on your face with scorn in place"

"Even if you apply oil, roll on the street you need luck for mud to stick, isn't it?"

"Don't roam around the city as a jobless nonentity"

"Escape, boss"

"If life becomes dummy, to no avail"

"Even your pet dog won't wag his tail"

Tell me, dude

Vimal, have you guys left?

We are still at the bar

We'll be leaving now

You guys wait there I'm on my way

Soooper, dude

Can you also get me 1 liter petrol on the way?

Okay, fine Hang up now

Hey! He's here

'We know to put our arms around our friend's shoulder'

'We also know to skin our enemy alive'

'We prefer a face to face duel'

'Not backstab like you do'

'Not just me'

I'm so fed up with life

Thought I'll do a photo shoot

But my clients want to look like actors Ajith and Arya

How a chap looks is what the camera clicks, no?

I'm thinking of selling my camera

I'll be better off cleaning camel's dung in Dubai!

In the end we need to look at only such options

Why do you keep whining like this?

Keep trying

You'll succeed

Easier said than done

You walk right into a posh bungalow

Nobody knows what you do inside

But you come out with your wallet bulging!

How many are lucky enough to get such a cushy life?

My actions disgust you, right?

If I were in your shoes...

...I'd think the same way too

But how I'm caught between the devil and the deep sea inside...

...only I know

Only silver lining is...

...I'll get money whenever I ask

At least I'm able to take care of your expenses

You guys settle down first

Then I'll never again step into that house

But don't keep moaning and groaning in front of me

Instead of having a long face like a loser...

...thinking you'll win someday

...put your collars up and walk with a cocky assurance

Advice is always free!

Look there

'Life is a circle, dude'

'Winners will lose'

'Losers will win'

'You still haven't understood that'

For more infomation >> Demonte Colony scenes | Arulnithi has an illegal relationship | Arulnithi advice his friends - Duration: 6:55.

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Former Texas City teacher's aide charged for improper relationship with student - Duration: 0:19.

For more infomation >> Former Texas City teacher's aide charged for improper relationship with student - Duration: 0:19.

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Best Tips For Husband And Wife | Best Marriage Tips In Telugu | Relationship Tips - Duration: 2:25.

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